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((and NSFW))

Though he tries to hide it, I know Near's as upset about L having those pictures as I am. If only the door hadn't locked me in the room, I would have gotten them and destroyed them before anyone could have seen them. I should have taken care of that as soon as I was out of the room. But, there were more pressing matters.

I'm shaking, struggling against my instincts to go and hurt Ryuzaki, that otaku girl and her friend, and destroy all the photographic evidence.

I add B to the list just because I can.

I could do that, but it wouldn't help Near at all. I don't think he knows what to do with how he feels. He's never been demonstrative before.

But, he did offer release, which I think will help us both regain something resembling perspective.

The offer surprised me, though. I mean, I know he's told me he likes to lose himself under the whip, the intensity, I didn't expect him to actually ask for it so directly.

"You're sure about this?" I ask before I open our bedroom door.

Date: 2008-03-23 03:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
God, Mello looked tense. It amped up Near's tension, reminded him of the upset he had ruthlessly controlled.

Oh, they both needed this so very, very much.

"We can't change what's happened. But we can clear our minds and soothe our nerves."

Date: 2008-03-23 03:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
And they would need the charm, oh yes. This would be a very decisive test of its effectiveness. Near cast it, forcing himself not to rush.

And then, with an anticipatory shudder, still not rushing, he removed his ink-stained clothes, set them aside, and stood at the foot of the bed as he'd been told.

Date: 2008-03-23 04:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
The kiss made Near tip his head back and sigh; a brush of gentleness to tease him for what was to come. The scarves around his wrists were a relief; he yanked his arms experimentally, wanting them to be secure, to hold.

"I remember," he answered, just as softly.

He had no intention of using it.

Date: 2008-03-23 04:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
He watched avidly at the pile accumulating on the bed. This would hurt, oh yes it would... it would be pure enough to cast him out of his head, if only for a little while.

"I'm not sure, what..." Near craned his neck to look over his shoulder. "Is that a dog collar?"

Date: 2008-03-23 04:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
A gasp. He honestly hadn't expected that, hadn't expected a collar around his neck.

"I can feel it... it's like it's holding my throat. Not squeezing it, just holding it."

And that's not enough, but it's a start. Near's anticipation was worsening, his skin crawling with it, needing to be touched, and touched harshly.

"Please, I need..."

Date: 2008-03-23 04:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
When Mello broke the kiss, Near moaned in protest. So much, he needed so much... but as Mello began to toy with the equipment on the bed, his gaze sharpened. He couldn't help but frown a little at the riding crop; it reminded him too much of why, of part of why, they were upset. The flogger, though... he'd liked that very much. And he was curious about the paddle.

Date: 2008-03-23 04:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
Near breathed into the kiss, an unvoiced little whine of tense desire. He was feeling so tense, so taught, so fraught. He moved with Mello's hand on his stomach, groaned softly at being blindfolded.

"Need you to... Mello, please, I need you to..."

Date: 2008-03-23 08:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
The stinging swats took his breath away, each blow feeling sharper, and each provoking an odd, choked cry. There was an immediacy to it, a demanding insistence in the sharp pain that swallowed the whole of his attention.

Good, yes. It's a bright and vivid pain. But it's too localized, too...

"Not enough," he gets out, finally, though he's shaking from the pain of it, can still feel each blow like an afterimage. "Doesn't... doesn't hurt deep enough."

Date: 2008-03-23 09:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
At the feel of Mello's teeth, Near sucked in his breath with a wet hiss. It's so visceral, that feeling, such a sensation of presence.

And then the heavy slap of the flogger, god he could feel it in his bones, the shock of it, and it wrings a cry from him from deep in his chest, loud and quavering.

"Yes, oh yes, more, more," he pleads.

Date: 2008-03-23 09:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
It was perfect, perfect, each blow summoning an echoing cry until they melt into a steady wail, and without consciously realizing it, slipping out of consciously realizing anything, he rose up on the balls of his feet, flinging himself back against the lash to the extent of the give of his bonds.

"Yes," he sobbed, and "More," but indistinctly between his moans and cries. His awareness has narrowed blessedly to the binary of the strikes and the anticipation between blows.

Date: 2008-03-23 09:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
It was a disappointment to feel the blows slow, cease, until the feel of Mello's tongue on his raw and welting back jolted him, and he gasped, arching up again, and as the flogger landed again he let out another ululating cry, then slips into heavy, rasping breaths, silent by comparison.

Date: 2008-03-23 09:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
Ah god, god, Near bucked and writhed, hoarse ragged yells tearing out of him. His head was full of clean, pure pain, full of the overwhelming pleasure of Mello thrusting into him, the absorbing, thundering, immersive joy of it, and he rocked feverishly between Mello and the lashstrokes, quaking and groaning.

Date: 2008-03-23 09:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cardarchitect.livejournal.com
The pull of the leather made Near twitch again, the dizzying catch in his constrained breathing making him move harder, faster, the press of Mello's teeth earning soft little moans through his raw and tightened throat.

His thoughts has whited out, he heard only his heartbeat, and even if he weren't blinfolded he'd be seeing nothing. His world was narrowed to sensation, to the sensation that Mello alone could provide.

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