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((and NSFW))

Though he tries to hide it, I know Near's as upset about L having those pictures as I am. If only the door hadn't locked me in the room, I would have gotten them and destroyed them before anyone could have seen them. I should have taken care of that as soon as I was out of the room. But, there were more pressing matters.

I'm shaking, struggling against my instincts to go and hurt Ryuzaki, that otaku girl and her friend, and destroy all the photographic evidence.

I add B to the list just because I can.

I could do that, but it wouldn't help Near at all. I don't think he knows what to do with how he feels. He's never been demonstrative before.

But, he did offer release, which I think will help us both regain something resembling perspective.

The offer surprised me, though. I mean, I know he's told me he likes to lose himself under the whip, the intensity, I didn't expect him to actually ask for it so directly.

"You're sure about this?" I ask before I open our bedroom door.