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((Unpopping Lucius after the proper procedures. =) He doesn't remember his previous time at HH Hogwarts, and will be a very canon characterization. Closed because Lucius is in no state for socializing with strangers.))

It was past midnight, and a butter-sodden man was sitting hunched outside the popcorn room, eyes open, but unmoving and seemingly unaware of his surroundings. He could see them just fine in the dim moonlight streaming through a window, but the solidity of his environs failed to register. The quiet hall seemed a strange mirage within the interminable prison of his own skull, in which he'd been effectively trapped for what seemed countless years.

No human mind could resist the influence of the Azkaban dementors, and Lucius Malfoy had now spent nearly a year in the confines of the hellish place. He'd lost track of time within a week of his incarceration, and the first month may as well have been a lifetime. There were not so many dementors at Azkaban as there once were, but there were more than enough of them remaining to have their dreaded effect. He couldn't even try to think encouraging thoughts, for the dementor's influence twisted everything, allowing only the worst possibilities to seethe to the forefront of the nightmare chaos.

And always, his instinct was to clutch at thoughts of his family- but it was this instinct which perhaps punished him the worst. For the most frequent fears which manifest themselves during his imprisonment were visions of his wife and son suffering as Voldemort punished them for his failure at the Ministry. But still, it was his family that provided him with the source of his strength through the ordeal, the anchor for his sanity. There were those rare occasions in the timeless stretch of horrors where a golden shaft pierced the gloom, and for a short while, held the misery at bay. She never brought Draco on these visits, but he was grateful for this- Lucius had no desire for his son to be subjected to the place, even for a brief time. He did not desire this for Narcissa either, had asked her not to come for this reason, but when she did appear, he was grateful. Although Narcissa often appeared delicate, Lucius knew the truth of her strength- she proved it beyond doubt at times like this. The reassurances she left him with lent him the strength to resist the decline into insanity despite the dementors. Even though he couldn't recollect it under their influence, the knowledge that Narcissa and Draco still lived was there, alongside the faintest hope of release.

It was a house-elf scurrying past which first alerted Lucius to the substantial nature of his surroundings. This burst of motion in the quiet, empty hall caused him to note that the quiet was internal as well. Something had changed. He didn't neglect that the change might have been in his own sanity as he felt the carpet with his fingertips and examined a nearby suit of armor. He wasn't sure of his exact location, but it appeared he was in. . .Hogwarts? By a stroke of providence, Lucius was sitting against the wall which held the popcorn plaques, and, thus did not immediately notice he was sitting against one containing his son's name. He did not rush to motion, for so many months of dementor influence didn't break in an instant, and there was something indefinably wrong about the situation.

It was only after he'd sat there for several minutes, without a return to the now-familiar hell of Azkaban, that he stood up, and looked around to find himself facing a wall containing a plaque with his son's name on it, but listed as a Gryffindor. This in no way encouraged him to accept his sudden shift of surroundings- it was impossible, even more impossible than his sudden change of scenery. Impossible and offensive- perhaps it was the onset of the inevitable madness that was the end of most who found themselves in Azkaban, where, surely he still was, if Draco was a Gryffindor. And so, there was no rush to go anywhere- he remained where he was, staring sullenly at the impossible plaque. He'd learned long ago that screaming, pounding on the walls, and other such undignified reactions were futile. There was nothing to do but wait.

Date: 2010-06-23 04:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] methleigh.livejournal.com
Severus hurried along in the wake of the urgent elf. As soon as Narcissa had arrived at this strange and new Hogwarts he had requested to be notified the moment they came upon someone like Lucius. Or Draco. Or Abraxas for that matter. Malfoys, with family resemblance and that white hair of alabaster dreams. Oh, maybe the dreams had warped, but where one had entered the world, perhaps another would follow.

Now he hurried, his wand at the ready for a reassuring Turgeo. Even coming from Azkaban, the man would need to have his pride restored. Severus also bore a basket of potions. Merlin knew how deep the scars of the Dementors had sunk into the man's soul, rotting his perceptions. Dr. Ubbly's Oblivious Unction featured prominently, along with Calming Draught, Bruise Pate, Murtlap Essence, Blood-Replenishing Potion, and Dittany. The basket also contained an instant perfect cup of tea, a slab of chocolate and a flask of scotch.

He knelt as he came upon Lucius, hunched over his son's popcorn plaque. Severus understood. He missed the boy and all the promise of his family. He must bring him to Narcissa as soon as possible. How glad and relieved she would be! Then his face fell as he considered Lucius in the 'new' Hogwarts, with its assorted Muggles, and Worse.

((timeskip, w/ Snape's permission))

Date: 2010-07-03 01:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] not-so-stellar.livejournal.com
Ever the soul of tact (with fellow Slytherin adults, anyhow), Severus had brought the newly arrived and undoubtedly traumatized Lucius Malfoy back to the Snapely abode, then silently left that gentleman to the care of his wife. It was like Severus to allow the Malfoys their space -- and, it need not be doubted, their dignity. There might be precious little dignity left under the circumstances, and they would need solitude to recompose something like a public face.

Narcissa had seen Lucius in Azkaban, yes; infrequently, and at risk of various parties' displeasure, but it had to be done. He looked not much better now. She was sure dear Severus had done what he could, but the effects of wizarding prison could not be easily shaken or soothed.

Gently she gathered his hands between hers, as though to warm them. "Everything is all right, now," she said, with less certainty than she would like. This new Hogwarts was not a place Lucius could find pleasant.

Still, anything was better than Azkaban, surely. And at least they were together.

Date: 2010-07-04 01:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] not-so-stellar.livejournal.com
Draco was more important than any other responsibility or attachment. Narcissa placed her son even before her husband, and her husband before anything else. Narcissa felt sure that Lucius, too, would want to know of Draco's well-being first, and everything else could wait.

"I knew this, about Gryffindor, but it's all nonsense. It doesn't matter in the slightest what they call him. No one can touch him." Narcissa was positive of that much. For her sanity's sake, she'd made the unconscious choice to interpret Severus' explanations of popcorn in the most selective and benign light. "Draco is safe, closed away in 'popcorn'. It's a sorcery we never learned, and Severus assures me it has nothing to do with the Dark Lord nor his enemies. It's as though our darling boy were packed away in cotton wool, where nothing can get at him."

Date: 2010-07-05 01:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] not-so-stellar.livejournal.com
The very mention of dementors blanched her already pale face, and made her squeeze her husband's hands a bit tighter, as much to reassure herself of his reality as to reassure him of hers. "It's simply strange, that's all. If Severus can navigate it, we certainly can." Severus, after all, was a half-breed. (Never mind that Narcissa herself had been all but hiding out in Severus' rooms ever since her own unpopcorning, and that she relied on him to do the actual dirty work of interfacing with the school.)

She bit her lip.

"I'm afraid I haven't been very brave," she admitted. "I have no real idea how I came to be here, only that Severus was here and that he has suffered a great deal of -- of nonsense, as you say. There are other wizards here too, respectable ones, he says. Gellert Grindelwald has been here." There was something approaching awe, if not reverence, in that name when she said it. Grindelwald's ideals were the ethical underpinnings that made the Dark Lord's revolutionary agenda respectable, to Narcissa's mind. "I have not seen Grindelwald," she hastened to clarify. "Though Severus did introduce me to a young friend of his, who is not even from the wizarding circles we would recognize, but certainly not a Muggle."

The entire social register of the wizarding world, going back generations, had been well-nigh engraved in young Narcissa Black's memory by mother, grandmother, and the redoubtable Aunt Walburga. If she did not recognize a name, she could be positive it was no one from their wizarding world.

Date: 2010-07-12 12:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] not-so-stellar.livejournal.com
Even a faint smile, even a reassurance grounded less in certainty than in caution, were to Narcissa a benediction -- no, an absolution. She had believed herself genuinely remiss in failing to confront the disorder of this present Hogwarts. It was the duty of the pureblood class to set an example by action; she should have shown her face, and demonstrated proper deportment, and made it clear to the rabble that wizarding Britain still had its backbone, whatever foolishness Dumbledore might have allowed.

It was not only the fondness of a doting mother that had prompted Narcissa to insist her son be sent to Hogwarts rather than one of the schools on the Continent.

She bowed her head, accepting Lucius' grace as it was bestowed. "As you say, there is strange magic here. I am so thankful that Draco is not here --" That said much, from Narcissa, who rejoiced in the very sight of her son, and for whom the annual autumnal send-off was almost physically painful. Present disorder quite aside, if the Dark Lord had placed unkind burdens upon her family, how much more could she expect of Grindelwald? "The task laid upon him was too great. I do not know whether Severus told you -- Draco was commanded to do something he ought not have been asked to do, and Severus had to do it for him, in the end." Because I asked, she did not have to say. Severus had old and profound obligations to the Malfoy family, through Lucius' father. "It was to kill Dumbledore, and now that whole awful year was for nothing, as Dumbledore is here at the school after all.

"The man's role is unclear to me. From what Severus says, I believe he wants it to be thought he has little or no responsibility for the school's decline. He is not the Headmaster anymore, or even a professor, so he claims."

Her skepticism was clear from the tug at her upper lip -- not a smile, nearly a sneer. Dumbledore, to her, was worse than contemptible. He was nothing less than a traitor to wizard-kind. At his doorstep could be laid decades of needless strife and turmoil, affecting Narcissa's own family in deep and personal ways that could not be forgiven.

"Yet here he remains, and he does have an office." (She knew Dumbledore had an office because Severus had mentioned going to take tea there.) "As Severus has one, though he will have to relinquish it, since he has been convinced it serves no purpose for him to demean himself in association with the faculty." Conversation between Severus and his friend Lezard had made that clear, and Lezard had been the one to persuade Severus, but Narcissa did not know how much she really needed to say where that was concerned. Severus had always had attachments, and Narcissa did not care much about them, or think them relevant to anything important. Severus might have been redeemed by Abraxas Malfoy's interest and his subsequent decades of service, but he was born a mudblood, and that would mean certain tendencies toward the unorthodox and ill-advised.

Narcissa was observant. She was also selective, and prejudiced, and more than a little sheltered. Her observations would always be colored by these things.

"If Dumbledore is not at fault, what are we to believe? That the Sorting Hat is the mastermind behind all the foolishness that goes on here? That is what we are asked to believe. It's preposterous. It needs a strong hand to sort it out."

Date: 2010-07-18 01:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] not-so-stellar.livejournal.com
"The house elves have maintained the manor, and I have directed that some personal effects be removed -- very discreetly; I did not wish to return there myself." Which said a good deal about Narcissa's assessment of her family's standing in the Dark Lord's favor during Lucius' imprisonment. She loved and cherished Malfoy Manor, her dear husband's ancestral home and her son's birthright, a place whose custodianship she felt to be a grave personal responsibility. That she not only avoided the place but feared to be seen there -- who could have foreseen she would ever have cause?

The most cherished heirlooms, of course, had been spirited away immediately upon Lucius' arrest, before the Ministry could send blood-traitors and lackeys like Weasley to scour the manor for the sorts of things that their myopic regulations had outlawed. Lucius' wand was a thing they had no legal right to confiscate, however, and Narcissa had kept it with his other habitual appurtenances -- his cloak hanging with the others as though he would come home any day to wear it; his serpent's-head cane standing on its rack, concealing its master's wand within.

These things and others she had kept in their ordinary places through his imprisonment, refusing to put them away, and whatever had happened that caused Narcissa to become popcorn, the manor had survived it intact (or so it was reported to her by the family's house-elves), no sign of intrusion at all. They were able to bring her everything she asked for, as little as she had dared to have them take, and she called one of the Hogwarts house-elves to bring them out now from their concealment within one of Severus' closets.

Trivial things, no arcane artifacts or objects of power, but his shaving kit would be there too.

Date: 2010-07-26 02:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] not-so-stellar.livejournal.com
She had thought she was hiding; only now she knew she had really been waiting, all these months, now that he was here and she realized he was what she'd been waiting for.

A very significant measure of her distress, all through Draco's disturbing sixth year at Hogwarts, could be traced to this source: without Lucius to light her path and lend her strength, Narcissa never could feel completely sure of the course she took. She might have spent that year muffled in the safe silence of the Manor, were it not for her son's plight. Severus' help had been something of a comfort, but for heaven's sake, she had needed to force the man to an Unbreakable Vow to have any real measure of peace. One could never be completely certain of Snape's loyalties, no matter what assurances of faith Narcissa flung in the face of Bellatrix's disbelief.

Lucius' apology -- I am sorry that you had to, it all should have gone very differently -- she knew for what it was. Of course everything should have gone differently. Of course Lucius was not at fault, nor should he ever say he had been. Of course, he should never need to apologize to her, even if he ever did anything in which he could be held at fault, because from her, he would always already have unconditional understanding. She knew that Lucius always did what he had to do, what had to be done; and that he did not waste his time on efforts unlikely to yield the best result.

He had always been that way, even at school, even when they were children. Lucius was always right, so effortlessly that it would be very difficult to envy him or resent him for it. He simply was right, the way he was beautiful, a natural state of being for him.

Narcissa liked to think Draco took after his father in that way.

(Draco had better. There was no understudy waiting in the wings, should Draco fail to meet the Malfoy standard of perfection. Therefore, it was unthinkable that Draco should fail. Of course he was perfect. And, since he was popcorn, no one could threaten his safety; so there was that.)

"Now that you are here, there is so much to do," she said. Happily. Nest-building was what she did. "We can't possibly impose upon Severus' hospitality." Even though she had done just that for months; that was different. Now Lucius was here, the Malfoys would need to establish themselves properly. She was sure she could carve out a suitable suite of rooms somewhere, amid the confusion and decline of once-orderly dormitories and long-vacant classrooms. "I will see to the arrangements for living quarters, and when you are quite rested, you will want a look around ... Hogwarts. Oh, it's not even worthy of the name any more, from what I have heard."

But she did not want Lucius up and storming around Hogwarts too soon, either. Azkaban ... dementors ... she knew her husband to be a man of indomitable will, but indomitable will was no panacea against the real physical effects of imprisonment under Dementor supervision.

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