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((Backdated to the day BEFORE Valentine's Day, because RL just decided to chill out now instead of yesterday. Feel free to interrupt. Faith won't stab you, I promise.))
Valentine's Day?
Thud.
Valentine's Day.
Snap.
Valentine's Day!
Faith's hair fell into her face and there was an angry smile on her face... but anyone that either knew her or was perceptive enough could see the tears in her eyes. She slashed and spun with her knife, cutting angry hunks out of the unlucky tree that had drawn her attentione. Her knife was growing sticky with sap and she didn't care.
Tomorrow was Valentine's Day. The day of lovers and sweetness and cookie-faces and all of that bullshit. And Faith was not in a mood. She wanted to keep attacking this poor tree until all of her humanity was hacked away along with the wood. She couldn't handle the turmoil in her mind. She couldn't handle her conflicting emotions or the fire inside of her. She was supposed to be reformed. She was, wasn't she? She was all better. No more bad. So why... Why had she...
With a scream more animal than human, Faith slammed her knife into the tree. Hard. With all of her slayer strength even. The sharpened blade slid into the wood easily all the way up to the hilt... and stuck there. Tears were now bubbling up more noticibly in her eyes but she just blinked to drop them down. She sword loudly and set to work getting her knife out.
Fucking Valentine's Day.
Valentine's Day?
Thud.
Valentine's Day.
Snap.
Valentine's Day!
Faith's hair fell into her face and there was an angry smile on her face... but anyone that either knew her or was perceptive enough could see the tears in her eyes. She slashed and spun with her knife, cutting angry hunks out of the unlucky tree that had drawn her attentione. Her knife was growing sticky with sap and she didn't care.
Tomorrow was Valentine's Day. The day of lovers and sweetness and cookie-faces and all of that bullshit. And Faith was not in a mood. She wanted to keep attacking this poor tree until all of her humanity was hacked away along with the wood. She couldn't handle the turmoil in her mind. She couldn't handle her conflicting emotions or the fire inside of her. She was supposed to be reformed. She was, wasn't she? She was all better. No more bad. So why... Why had she...
With a scream more animal than human, Faith slammed her knife into the tree. Hard. With all of her slayer strength even. The sharpened blade slid into the wood easily all the way up to the hilt... and stuck there. Tears were now bubbling up more noticibly in her eyes but she just blinked to drop them down. She sword loudly and set to work getting her knife out.
Fucking Valentine's Day.
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Date: 2007-02-15 02:02 am (UTC)"Um.. look. I don't want to fight with you. I've had a good first day here, and I really don't feel like running it.. alright? Thanks."
She turned back around. She didn't need to wait for an anwser. She just needed to get out of there.
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Date: 2007-02-15 02:13 am (UTC)"Ellie, wait!" Faith trotted after her, rolling her eyes at the lack of dignity in all of it. She went to grab the girl's arm but the memories that flooded her mind made her recoil as if burned.
No.
"Ellie, I wanted to apologize."
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Date: 2007-02-15 02:49 am (UTC)Ellie sighed. Alright, she'd give her a chance.
"Whatever... you don't need to apologize. Really, it's fine."
She slowly turned her face towards her.
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Date: 2007-02-15 11:54 pm (UTC)"So... Yeah..." Faith's dark eyes sparkled, the closest thing she ever did to blushing. Why was she apologizing to this waif again?
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Date: 2007-02-16 12:03 am (UTC)"Umm.. Yeah."
She looked down. She really had nothing to say.
"What are you... doing?"
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Date: 2007-02-16 12:37 am (UTC)Like the shit with Dean, for instance? Or seeing Ginny? Or even beating the shit out of the tree?
She sighed inwardly, shaking her head slightly.
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Date: 2007-02-16 12:40 am (UTC)"I'm just walking around the grounds. It helps to clear my head. I'm not into.. stabbing trees."
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Date: 2007-02-16 12:47 am (UTC)Lee. She liked it. Ellie seemed too... ew. Faith would never be friends, or even acquaintances with an 'Ellie'. 'Ellie' sounded like a five year old with a lollipop and skirts... which maybe this girl was...
Well, Faith could fix that.
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Date: 2007-02-16 12:55 am (UTC)"I don't know. Are we allowed to, like, leave?"
She was a little edgy. She wasn't too good at being a bad kid.
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Date: 2007-02-16 01:28 am (UTC)Yes, it was a bit of a pompous smile... but it almost promised lots of adventures if Ellie agreed to come along for the ride.
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Date: 2007-02-16 01:41 am (UTC)But.. maybe, she could just leave if things got bad?
Her heart started to pound, she felt a little dizzy. She couldn't believe she was going to do this.
"Alright..."
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Date: 2007-02-16 01:47 am (UTC)"Ready to go on a great adventure?" Faith asked, walking backwards so that she could face Ellie as she walked away from her."Loose some of that good girl mojo?"
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Date: 2007-02-16 01:50 am (UTC)Maybe, this wouldn't be as rough as she imagined.
She followed Faith, wondering where it might go.