Just remaining like this, focusing on Yukimura and Mamechiho was nice. Like a relief. He didn't move, mentally, from the state where he focused most of his attention on being protected from himself by their energy and love, however. Not just yet. He wasn't sure he could.
Suddenly he just felt very, very tired. Not physically, but mentally. He just wanted this to be over. It had been going so well, hadn't it? What had changed? What had set him off?
Mamechiho. She was what had set him off. Calling him Kuronue-sama. Did he think he didn't deserve it? To be looked up to? No. He didn't. He didn't think he was a good role-model, or someone worthy of being a higher station and deserving as much love as she did.
Why was something she can't quite answer at the moment. Lacked the ability to be objective about his past and himself to that degree.
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Date: 2011-09-04 07:27 am (UTC)Suddenly he just felt very, very tired. Not physically, but mentally. He just wanted this to be over. It had been going so well, hadn't it? What had changed? What had set him off?
Mamechiho. She was what had set him off. Calling him Kuronue-sama. Did he think he didn't deserve it? To be looked up to? No. He didn't. He didn't think he was a good role-model, or someone worthy of being a higher station and deserving as much love as she did.
Why was something she can't quite answer at the moment. Lacked the ability to be objective about his past and himself to that degree.