It was a difficult question to answer since they were him and he hadn't been aware he'd segregated his mind in such a way in the first place. Thinking on it, he rubbed his cheek against Yukimura's head, silent for a while.
I think so. Maybe. I don't think I'll ever be quite normal, but maybe they won't disagree with each other. Maybe they'll all be happy, and their environment will be nicer.
That was one thing he remembered of being inside himself when Yukimura visited. Like watching through multiple screens, each one a different person, he saw the scorched earth and felt the resentment, distrust and fear they held for one another. Love and understanding was a far off thing, segregated to Kuroi and the child. But they were both wishful thinking, and Ni was just pure scattered thoughts, whatever was leftover. the barren part of his soul that had never been fulfilled throughout his life.
A trip back to see...might be...nice. He thought that it might be an interesting idea to have Yukimura accompany him to see Kusuriyuri as well.
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Date: 2011-09-02 04:39 pm (UTC)I think so. Maybe. I don't think I'll ever be quite normal, but maybe they won't disagree with each other. Maybe they'll all be happy, and their environment will be nicer.
That was one thing he remembered of being inside himself when Yukimura visited. Like watching through multiple screens, each one a different person, he saw the scorched earth and felt the resentment, distrust and fear they held for one another. Love and understanding was a far off thing, segregated to Kuroi and the child. But they were both wishful thinking, and Ni was just pure scattered thoughts, whatever was leftover. the barren part of his soul that had never been fulfilled throughout his life.
A trip back to see...might be...nice. He thought that it might be an interesting idea to have Yukimura accompany him to see Kusuriyuri as well.