The light kisses to his hear sent little shivers along his spine, and when Yukimura's lips met his again, he was glad for the slight increase in depth. He still wanted to taste Yukimura though, and sucking lightly on Yukimura's lower lip was alright, but he still wanted more. That he didn't have the urge the need, to just take it was something different. He wasn't frantic for it.
He wasn't hiding from his thoughts, he realised. That was it. It wasn't a state of zen, but it was something like it, for him. He'd never really been calm before. He'd always been on edge. Expecting something. Needing to get it over and done with so that he could be sure it still went okay, felt alright, wasn't a lie.
no subject
Date: 2011-07-03 11:17 am (UTC)He wasn't hiding from his thoughts, he realised. That was it. It wasn't a state of zen, but it was something like it, for him. He'd never really been calm before. He'd always been on edge. Expecting something. Needing to get it over and done with so that he could be sure it still went okay, felt alright, wasn't a lie.