No, I believe that you have always been straightforward with me. But then I know that you have destroyed so many lives, interrupted so much promise, that instead of seeing the lives you ended, I see the lives I destroyed. You take death and embrace it with all your being, you accept it and love it. That's something I want but can't bring myself to accept, because I fear it.
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Date: 2009-03-15 05:40 am (UTC)