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[Closed RP: Skwisgaar, Toki, Shoggies]
((Continued from here.))
Skwisgaar's broken hands were already showing definite signs of improvement by the time he and Toki and their Shoggies left the Hospital Wing, though they still ached enough that he decided against carrying any of the Shoggies like he normally did. Hopefully within the next day his hands would be healed completely and he could pick up his guitar again...
These concerns were soon far from his mind when they reached their room. He waited for the Shoggies to all squelch inside before shutting the door, then suggested they play in the ball pit for a while, thinking he and Toki probably didn't need an audience for the conversation they were about to have. Setting his battle axe down and taking a seat on the edge of the bed, he began to pick at the gauze covering his knuckles and seemed to have a hard time even looking at Toki, but his manner wasn't guilty, exactly -- just very nervous. His guitar could have offered some release for his nerves, but he knew his fingers weren't in any shape to be playing it at the moment. Sighing, he finally raised his head and looked at Toki.
"Can you sits down yet or you wants to stand?"
Skwisgaar's broken hands were already showing definite signs of improvement by the time he and Toki and their Shoggies left the Hospital Wing, though they still ached enough that he decided against carrying any of the Shoggies like he normally did. Hopefully within the next day his hands would be healed completely and he could pick up his guitar again...
These concerns were soon far from his mind when they reached their room. He waited for the Shoggies to all squelch inside before shutting the door, then suggested they play in the ball pit for a while, thinking he and Toki probably didn't need an audience for the conversation they were about to have. Setting his battle axe down and taking a seat on the edge of the bed, he began to pick at the gauze covering his knuckles and seemed to have a hard time even looking at Toki, but his manner wasn't guilty, exactly -- just very nervous. His guitar could have offered some release for his nerves, but he knew his fingers weren't in any shape to be playing it at the moment. Sighing, he finally raised his head and looked at Toki.
"Can you sits down yet or you wants to stand?"
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Shoggies 10 and 3 squelched towards the ball pit at Skwisgaar's suggestion, and Toki carried over 4.6 and 18 and placed them inside it. They were quickly joined by the others, and easily distracted by the pit, which they were still attempting to fully explore. Toki wondered why Skwisgaar looked rather nervous as he was sitting on the bed- perhaps because he was worried that his hands wouldn't get fixed?
"I cans sit," Toki replied, taking off his axe and sitting beside Skwisgaar, clearly favouring one side of his ass. His injury ached a lot more with pressure on it. "Are you worrieds that your hands won't gets fixed, Skwisgaar? I bet they'll get fixed, the perverts doctor seemed to know whats he was doing." He tried his best to be consoling and supportive, but, it was kind of challenging to focus on positive things. He still wanted to smash Nathan's face in for breaking Skwisgaar's hands. "Why dids Nathans break your hands with his face anyways? At least you brokes his face back. And I shoulds breaks it again."
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"If deys don't get fixed, guess yous gets to be de fastest guitarist and I's get de snow farm," Skwisgaar replied dully, and it fell woefully short of the jest he'd intended it as. He really should have been more worried about his hands, but, strangely, his concerns about having possibly ended his career on Nathan's face were secondary to his concerns about how Toki would react to his... confession. "Nathans knows we's fucking," he went on without looking up from his hands. "Tells to me bunch of horseshit abouts how I should knows better, and it fucks up de bands dynamic, and he..." Had implied Skwisgaar was throwing his career away over Toki or something, and seemed to think he was just using Toki and was going to fuck him over. He'd been so angry by then it was hard to follow the increasingly convoluted reasons for why he and Toki weren't allowed to be together. "He says a lot of horseshit, likes I says, so I hits him. He hits me back, I hits him more. He reallies does gots de hard face." He was smiling slightly at this part, and briefly glanced up at Toki.
"But nones of dat really matters now. He asks me something... and because of mys answer, he says whats wes doing ams okay." It was infuriating that Nathan had essentially given his blessing for something that Skwisgaar still thought was really none of his business, but at the same time, he could understand Nathan's concerns. He would have had similar ones if any of their bandmates were in the same situation -- or if Toki was in some kind of relationship with anyone else. He was so naive and gullible about so much, and could easily be taken advantage of... As irritating as it was, he did appreciate that Nathan was looking out for Toki, in his own way.
He slowly let out a breath and turned to fully face Toki, then without thinking -- so he wouldn't have the opportunity to start doubting himself -- leant forward and pressed his lips to Toki's silly moustache, then his mouth, murmuring in Norwegian, "This is mine." He slid his hands down Toki's sides and continued to kiss lower, down his jawline and throat. "Mine..." Taking Toki's hands in his, he repeated his claim, then one of Toki's hands was laid over Skwisgaar's heart, and the Swede just looked at him for a long moment. "This is yours." If you want it was left unsaid, but nonetheless implied by the uncertainty in his expression.
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"Buts I wouldn't wants to be the fastest guitarist if yous couldn't be, that wouldn't be right Skwisgaar! I'll just haves to go to the snow farm with yous," Toki declared in an unusually adamant tone. He might not have liked the idea of snow farming, but, snow farming with Skwisgaar seemed a better thing than being the world's fastest guitarist without Skwisgaar. He knew how much Skwisgaar's title meant to him. "Or we could gets you a hands transplant, if we needs to, we coulds probably pay a doctors to make yous new ones what grows ins a tubes." He was apparently more concerned about Skwisgaar's hands than Skwisgaar himself was.
He hadn't anticipated the revelation about Nathan's knowledge- he'd never thought that Nathan would figure it out, for some reason. "Nathans shoulds minds his owns business! How do we fucks up the bands dynamic? That's dildos!" Toki wasn't sure why Skwisgaar was smiling a bit, since it sounded like Nathan was being an asshole. The further explanation that Nathan somehow changed his mind and said it was ok was confusing, and it wasn't much less upsetting. Toki hadn't considered the 'legitimate concern' angle, and, had the idea that Nathan was just intruding on matters that didn't concern him. "It's nots okay for hims to go saying we shouldn't be doing whats we're doing, we dont's needs his permissions. Is right because it feels right, ands I knows that."
Skwisgaar's lips against his shut him up quickly. Skwisgaar claimed him as his? The words summoned up a weird sensation in him, a very good one, but a weird one nonetheless- he found that he wanted to be Skwisgaar's, and, he wanted Skwisgaar to be his too. So, when he felt his hand over the Swede's heart, he nodded mutely, kissing him before telling him, "I likes that, I wants to be each other's." He suddenly realized that he couldn't just change the subject in his mind when it came up, and that he was pretty damn sure that he was in love with Skwisgaar. Not that he'd been in love before, but, it seemed like the sort of thing he'd know if it happened, and, he knew this, as much as he'd ever known anything. Very quietly, and a bit nervously, he added, "I feels lots for yous, Skwisgaar, it's because I loves you. . ." Now seemed about as good as any time to admit it, as painfully not-brutal as it was. He didn't much care about that, now.
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Anyone else probably would have laughed at Toki's hand transplant ideas, but Skwisgaar was actually giving these options serious consideration. Knubbler and their former band therapist had gotten robotic implants, of course, so maybe he could too if his hands didn't heal correctly. Secret robotic implants, so no one could claim he was "cheating" and disqualify him as the fastest guitarist alive. Toki saying he'd rather stay with him than go on to enjoy life as the new fastest guitarist affected him more than he'd like to admit -- he hadn't really been holding Toki to what he'd said about them staying together even if Dethklok broke up, and was now realising maybe they could make it work. He knew his own feelings about it weren't likely to change, so as long as Toki still wanted to be with him in the future...
Maybe in more ways than one? He'd never looked more surprised than he did when Toki went on to say he returned his feelings. "Yous... do?" he asked lamely. It took a few moments for it to register that Toki had said the very thing that Skwisgaar hadn't even let himself hope for, but when it did, a noticeable change came over him. He sat straighter, his shoulders no longer hunched forward defensively, and was smiling without reservation. When he kissed Toki, the almost desperate edge that had tinged those prior to it was gone, replaced by relief and a sort of happiness he'd rarely experienced before, and wasn't entirely sure what to do with.
"I only hits Nathans because he saids de shit abouts you," he admitted. "Mades me more mad than anythings else has, I thinks. Then whats he asks me was if I'm in loves with you." He certainly didn't go around breaking his hands over just anyone, after all, so it shouldn't have been surprising that even Nathan might realise something more than just fucking was going on between Dethklok's two guitarists. "I remembers dats weird girl (http://community.livejournal.com/hogwarts_hocus/1812078.html?thread=100149870#t100149870) from Hooflepoofs whats reads feelings or whatsever tolds me, when I cames back and was in de popscorn room, dat I loves you. I's always thoughts she was crazy, but maybes it just takes me dis long to know she was right," he said, wrapping his arms around Toki's shoulders. He hesitated then, seeming embarrassed as he asked, "Am dis meanings we's really... ins a relationship?" Before Toki could take his behaviour the wrong way, he went on. "Never hads one before, but I think I's would like one with you. Even if it ain'ts metal or brutals at all. Don'ts care whats other people think about it, deys nots who I love."
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Toki probably would have considered giving his own hands to Skwisgaar if his hands didn't heal right, and robotic hand implants didn't work. But, hopefully it wouldn't come to that, as, Toki still rather liked being the second fastest guitarist. He just didn't like the thought of it without Skwisgaar, and so despite enjoying his career, staying with Skwisgaar regardless of the circumstance, Dethklok or no, had become important to him.
He nodded again at Skwisgaar's questioning response, adding, "I's do," and finding it an unusual relief to have finally admitted his feelings. Toki had figured admitting such not-metal feelings would lead to the opposite, but all in all, he felt a lot. . . better. Skwisgaar's smile was itself a better response than Toki had anticipated, and the kiss an even better one. He met it eagerly, his sore, bandaged ass mostly forgotten. Only a few hours ago he'd seen Smaug go on a rampage, and thought there couldn't be much better, but, even that was out of his mind for the time being. As their lips parted, he smiled happily at Skwisgaar, and the expression was difficult to wipe off his face as he listened.
"Nathans shoulds have said shits abouts me to me, so thats I could haves brokens my hand ons his face instead and we wouldn't haves to get yous a hands transplant." It did look like Nathan had a pretty hard jaw, so, he expected that he'd encounter about the same results if ever they did have an altercation. "I didn'ts have anys weird girls tells me about my feelings, they happeneds on their owns and I hads to notice theys were there." He leaned into Skwisgaar, considering the relationship question. They did live together, spend most of their time together, had admitted they loved each other, and had some Shoggies together. Which, to Toki, sounded like it was probably a relationship, all things considered. "I thinks we maybes are ins a relationship, ands I don't cares what anyone thinks abouts it either. But, it's kinds of metal anyway, because we gots Shoggy-childrens and a dragon son."
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Repost because I cut off the last sentence when copy/pasting this. Can't leave out Skwisgaar's irrational jealousy! :D))
"I think Nathans thoughts I wasn't treating yous very good and ams wanting to protects yous probably. Likes de bigs brother woulds, or somethings." Or babysit him, but Skwisgaar didn't mention that. He also wasn't particularly jealous that Nathan apparently only felt protective of Toki, since he could take care of himself, and didn't want a babysitter too. It was enough that Toki wanted to mangle Nathan over what the singer's face had done to his hands. "Don'ts thinks I's will need de hands transplants. Maybes just de robotics implants likes Knubbler's," he added, voicing his earlier thoughts. "Secret ones whats are on de insides. Don'ts want to be calleds a robots too, dats would be dildos."
For Skwisgaar, everything prior to this conversation had pretty much ceased to matter, so he wasn't even thinking about the war games or their totally metal dragon ride either -- nor was he thinking about his guitar or playing it, which meant Toki had his full attention. As clueless as he usually was about his own emotions, he realised their conversation warranted it, as it was likely the most important conversation they'd ever had before. And he was still surprised by how well it all seemed to be going.
"Probablies I's loved you before wes ever gots here," he said, and leant his forehead against Toki's as he began to absently play with his hair, possibly giving him pigtails again. "If wes are ins de relationship then... whats am you expects from me?" The other topic they'd long avoided discussing, mainly because there had never been cause to. "I's nots had sex with anyone buts you for a longs time," he went on, to give his question context, "but I might wants to again ones day. Nots anyone whats in de band, and I only wants yous to fuck me. Whats do you think?" He nuzzled Toki and couldn't help smiling at his own hypocrisy as he admitted, "I don't likes de thoughts of you fuckings anyone else, unless I cans be dere too." And even then he'd likely still feel weirdly jealous, as he was apparently more possessive and insecure than Toki.
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"Nathans wrongs then, I likes hows you treat me." Although Toki was still upset about Skwisgaar's injuries, he supposed that maybe he shouldn't be too brutal to Nathan about it. Unless Skwisgaar really would need hand transplants or robotic hand implants, because that would probably suck. "Ands you wouldn't evers be a robots, Skwisgaar. Even with robots hands ons the insides. I wonders if robots hands ons the indsides feel the same or differents when they's touchings you?" Toki hoped he wouldn't actually find out, since he was pretty sure that Skwisgaar would prefer his own naturally-working hands.
Toki half-wondered why Skwisgaar was entirely ignoring his guitar, since he was getting used to a background of Skwisgaar's practice whenever they weren't actively molesting each other or sleeping. But, he too was too focused on what was obviously an Important Talk to give it too much consideration. "Maybes the silly magic school isn't so bad or so silly ifs it makes us learn that we loves each others," he conjectured, wondering what Skwisgaar was doing with his hair as he listened. He sunk into Skwisgaar's nuzzles as he contemplated the unexpected questions. They were actually a bit challenging, since he hadn't thought about them that much before.
He was sure that he didn't feel like fucking or even screwing around with anyone else, being extremely content with Skwisgaar, just how he was already. After a long moment of deciding exactly how he felt about it, he replied, "I don'ts want to fuck anyones else, Skwisgaar, nots unless you really wants me to and yous there. But I don't much cares what you do when I'm nots around, I just don't wants to watch it." Unless maybe it was Lord Glorfindel? Questioningly, he added, "And. . .I'd kinds of like it ifs you don'ts have the relationships withs someone else? If that's alrights." He found he was jealous of Skwisgaar's feelings, and wanted those for himself.
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"De implants might makes my hands colders I guess? Likes metal unders de skin. And maybes I's accidentally squish your's you-know-what if I gots de robots grip," Skwisgaar said teasingly. "Hopefully I won'ts need any of dat stuff..." He didn't actually anticipate having those kinds of problems, anyway, as presumably the implants would have to offer much greater precision and control to be useful at all for guitar playing.
"Sex with others people don'ts mean nothing," he said, offering reassurance whether Toki needed it or not, "it's ams just somethings to do. Likes watching de Animals Planet channel or having a sandwich." A finger sandwich would probably be the more apt metaphor, as sex with one person rarely satisfied him
judging by the way he takes GMILFs and groupies 3-at-a-time in canon-- not counting his and Toki's arrangement, which was unlike sex with random groupies because Toki had actually taken the time to learn how to please him, and the emotions involved made it somehow an almost entirely different experience. All of which were the reasons why he hadn't grown bored with Toki the way he did almost immediately with groupies and women he picked up in nightclubs. "You's more important than anyones else, and one relationships is alls I want," he continued, not adding that one relationship was probably all he could handle. Feeling so messed up and passionate and caring so damn much about more than one person just sounded horrific and exhausting, to say nothing of his difficulty forming emotional attachments in the first place. "Don't think I's could feels like dis abouts anyone else, anysway. I likes beings in love with just you."Hogwarts also already had at least one couple who were apparently into the whole indiscriminate threesomes thing, so the school didn't really need another. Besides, Oly would be Skwisgaar's first choice to include in their potential threesomes, which probably wouldn't thrill Toki much. Skwisgaar still wasn't too into threesomes with all male participants, or Glorfindel and the Baron would probably be candidates. And Admiral ZEX. Because he was still very curious about what sex with a
VUXFucks alien would be like.Now that everything between them was more or less settled, he was better able to focus on other things as well. "How ams your ass?" he asked, remembering that Toki was injured too, and leant back slightly to look at him. "Wants ice? Maybe yous should lies down on your stomach fors a while."
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"Or likes building a model," added Toki to Skwisgaar's list of how sex was just something to fill the time when it was other people. "But building models is mores fun than sex with anysone but you." Not that he'd tried it properly with anyone else, but, he wasn't motivated to either. It was probably especially good that he'd never tried to screw around with 3 groupies at a time, since trying to stare longingly into 3 sets of eyes at once would have given him one hell of a headache. Skwisgaar telling him that he liked being in love with just him brought a big smile to Toki's face, and he couldn't stop smiling as he looked at Skwisgaar, telling him, "I likes you beings in love with just me, ands I likes being in love with just you."
Toki snuggled himself more closely into Skwisgaar, and very lightly traced over the tops of the bandages on one of Skwisgaar's hands with a finger. Threesomes were about the last thing on his mind, as he'd never given the thought much consideration beyond Glorfindel, and Skwisgaar didn't seem to interested in telling him to fuck someone else just then. Out of Skwisgaar's potential list, Toki of course would find the Elf-lord the acceptable one- Oly freaked him out, due to his bizarre Scandinavian upbringing, the Baron he was starting to think of as a grandfather-figure or something (and not his type to begin with), and Admiral ZEX, well. . .he hadn't seen the alien before. If he had, he might have been a tiny bit interested, since tentacle-alien sex would be brutal, and definitely metal. Until he discovered how friendly said tentacle-alien was.
He hadn't thought about his own injuries in a while, but when Skwisgaar mentioned it, he noticed the ache again. Which was somewhat uncomfortable, but could have been worse. Lying down on his stomach for a while did sound like a good idea, however. "It's ok, kinds of aches but it's not so bads. Is just not reals good for sitting ons," he admitted, and started unlacing his boots, tossing them aside, and rearranging himself to lie on his stomach beside Skwisgaar. Toki began contemplating Skwisgaar's lap, having quite a good view of it, and wondered if blowjobs might help him feel a bit better after getting his hands broken by Nathan's face. "Do yous want your boots off too, Skwisgaar?" he asked, realizing that he probably couldn't manage to remove his own shoes with his injured hands. "And then I can tries and makes you feel better," he proposed, reaching over to give Skwisgaar a suggestive squeeze through his pants.
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Building models would likely feel more worthwhile and emotionally fulfilling than Skwisgaar's sluttery, but he didn't mention this. He obviously enjoyed having sex with other people or he wouldn't do it, of course, but had Toki asked him to be monogamous, he wondered if he really could have done so. He'd already fallen into unintentional monogamy over the past few months and hadn't even felt the slightest pang that he was missing out on anything. Still, better to play it safe, he supposed. As long as Toki didn't expect complete sexual fidelity, Skwisgaar wouldn't ever have to lie when and if he did start fucking other people again, and ideally it would never be an issue between them. And the bottom line was, if forced to choose between Toki and casual sex, it wouldn't be that hard of a decision. He hoped Toki knew that by now. It was just a pleasant surprise to not have to choose.
"Yous ain't hads sex with anyone but me," he said with a small smile and a fair bit of his usual teasing in his tone. "If you dos ever wants to, you can tells me about it. Likes with de 'Gloryholes' Elf guy. Nevers knows, you mights meet someone whats you wants to fuck and who wants to fucks you too." It was only fair to offer him the same freedom. Even if Toki wasn't planning on sleeping around, Skwisgaar thought it might at least be interesting to know who he was attracted to. Especially if one ever turned out to be something other than a lanky, pretty blue-eyed blond. "Buts even if yous do," he said, tilting his head and kissing Toki, "yous will still be mine. No ones else ams goods enough for you anysway."
He let go of Toki as he shifted to remove his boots and lie down, then resumed playing with his hair once he'd settled. It was keeping his hands still that worsened the throbbing arthritic pain, and these easy, repetitive movements that helped ease it, or so it seemed. Despite his own discomfort, Toki's hand on his crotch was all it took to get his cock interested, and he reflexively spread his legs a bit wider. "And how ares you goings to do dat?" he asked, reaching to wrestle with his boots himself. It was all rather awkward and the movements of his hands very stiff, but it embarrassed him to be treated like he was helpless. Once he'd gotten the boots off, though, he was regretting it. "Guess I's shoulds have lets you help," he said sheepishly as he rubbed his hands together for a few moments, then went back to petting the loose pigtails in Toki's hair.
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He also wouldn't have argued that his hobby was more worthwhile and fulfilling than Skwisgaar's hobby of sluttery, since, his enjoyment was obvious to Toki. It seemed to Toki that it was just something Skwisgaar did to pass the time and not anything important- it wasn't as if he tended to have the same sluts around multiple nights in a row. Forcing Skwisgaar to pick between occasional random sex and him didn't seem right, since Toki loved Skwisgaar for being Skwisgaar.
"But I don't wants to have sex withs somesone else but you," Toki replied, serious about his point despite half-realizing that Skwisgaar was teasing him. "So I don't thinks it'll happens, buts if it does, I'll tells yous abouts it. I'd rathers you be there, ifs it did." If he was going to sleep with anyone else- which really did seem unlikely- it would definitely be better with Skwisgaar around. Of course, Glorfindel was the only other person he could picture doing anything with, and that due to his remarkable resemblance to Skwisgaar. So, he had to agree that Skwisgaar was simply better than everyone else. "I ams yours," he insisted, "Ands you are betters than anysone else, not just at guitars. At most things. And I knows yous better at sex, don'ts even have to tries with someone else."
Toki's answer as Skwisgaar spread his legs wider was to give him a better squeeze and grin slightly. "Goings to do that withs my mouth," he told Skwisgaar. Since blowjobs were obviously a good form of temporary pain relief. He watched worriedly as Skwisgaar attempted to get his own boots off, wincing at his own perception of the pain that it must have been causing. "You shoulds have lets me help Skwisgaar, I wanteds to help!"
Until Skwisgaar's hands were better, Toki was glad to do just about anything for him that might have required them. He carefully tried to maneuver Skwisgaar more fully onto the bed, pushing him back and undoing his belt before tugging his pants down and positioning himself between his legs. He looked up at Skwisgaar with undisguised affection as he took his cock in hand, teasing the head with his thumb as he started to stroke him. "Doesn'ts hurt, right?" Toki asked, hoping that Nathan hadn't somehow broken Skwisgaar far worse than it appeared.
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But the mun really shouldn't be encouraged to write zombie skullfucking threesomes."Well I's not forcings you to runs out and fucks anyone," Skwisgaar replied and chuckled to himself. "Nots when dere's someone rights here you should be fucking. I likes having yous all to myself... I never dids learns to share very good." Only Toki would want to argue that seriously about how much he didn't want to have sex with anyone else -- and Skwisgaar of course found it both endearing and admittedly a bit comforting. Kind of strange as well, but then, strangeness was par for the course with Toki. At least this was the lovable kind and unrelated to any childhood traumas (or so he hoped, that is).
"Goings to helps me piss later, too?" he teased. He easily yielded to everything Toki was doing, letting himself be positioned and not resisting when Toki took care of his pants for him. Settling back onto the bed, careful not to put any weight on his hands, he used his elbows to prop himself up so he could watch Toki. After the flare up of pain that just removing his boots had caused, he wasn't going to argue if help was offered now; he could deal with a little embarrassment if it meant his hands would heal faster, as he didn't actually want to have to ask for help with pissing. Unless they ever decided to try watersports, anyway. "Oh, it's hurtings a lot," he replied, his eyebrows drawing together as he gave Toki a feigned pitiful look. Even if his hardening cock hadn't given him away, his spreading smile would have. "Yous will haves to kiss it better. Probablies a few times. I wants to touch you too," he said, glancing down at his hands. "Just nots sure I can dos much yet..."
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Of course, if zombies did show up at Hogwarts, Toki would so be going on a zombie shooting spree. Because that would be way too much fun."Yous can force me to fucks you if you wants to!" Toki declared, with a goofy smile. Obviously, it wouldn't be 'forcing' at all. "And I don't wants you to share me," he added with more seriousness. He found that he quite liked the idea of Skwisgaar being possessive of him, not that the Swede had much to worry about about. Toki was weird enough to argue about how much he didn't want to have sex with anyone else because he very much meant it. It wasn't related to any childhood traumas, but rather more related to his idolizing of Skwisgaar. There just wasn't anyone at all that could compare to him in Toki's eyes, so sex with anyone else seemed kind of silly.
Toki wasn't entirely sure if Skwisgaar's teasing was serious or not, and, just to be on the safe side, replied, "Ifs you really needs it?" He didn't sound terribly enthusiastic about the idea of helping Skwisgaar piss, but, he was still willing to do whatever was needed since he wasn't the one with crushed hands. "But you needs to just lie still now, so's I can make yous feel better," he insisted, fully believing the feigned look despite the smile- that just convinced him that the blowjob was a very good, and very badly needed idea just then. "I loves when yous touch me too, buts I don't wants you to get more hurts, Skwisgaar, so be carefuls?" He let go of Skwisgaar's cock for just long enough to squirm out of his own pants, which wasn't bad as it was getting pretty easy to just ignore the dull ache of his own injury, and he tossed them beside Skwisgaar's as he wrapped his hand about him again. He shifted sideways, so that Skwisgaar could more easily reach him if he insisted on trying despite his smashed hands, stroking him a few times before covering the head of his cock with a light pattering of kisses. Only after that did Toki take Skwisgaar's thick shaft into his mouth, with a little humming sound of pleasure, looking up towards him to see if he was enjoying it.
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It was definitely a plus if Toki liked the possessiveness, as Skwisgaar wasn't likely to stop feeling that way any time soon, not even when, or if, he got over the insecurity issues attached to it. "Yous make it sound likes yous don't want to fucks me," he said, raising an eyebrow, though he did actually know what Toki had meant and was just teasing him still. "It's probably nots a good ideas to fucks you rights now, since yous kinds of brokes your ass. So you's will just haves to fuck mine if dere's goings to be fuckings at all," he said matter-of-factly, not even bothering to try keeping a straight face.
He did as he was told and remained still as Toki stripped and then returned his attention to his cock, which he welcomed with a pleased sigh as his eyes slid shut, enjoying that first touch of Toki's lips -- and inwardly amused that his kissing-it-better suggestion had been taken literally. When he felt Toki taking his cock fully into his mouth he opened his eyes to watch, the sight of it always just as pleasurable as the sensation. He reached for Toki's cock after a few moments and loosely curled his fingers around it, mostly just touching rather than stroking, as the angle was awkward and a bit painful for his hand. Well... there were other ways to do it.
Slowly shifting onto his side and positioning himself closer to Toki, he decided to try something else, and ran his tongue along Toki's cock in lieu of his fingers, wetly sucking on the head. It was hard to concentrate on giving head while also getting it, but he was willing to try. He pushed Toki's topmost leg back and loosely cupped his balls in a hand, rolling his tongue around them. "How do you likes dis?" he asked between licks, leaning up slightly so he could see Toki's face. "Goods thing de doctor didn'ts neuters you likes Nathan suggested," he added, looking amused.
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Toki really did enjoy the possessiveness- perhaps it wasn't the healthiest reasoning in the world, but, Skwisgaar's possessiveness made him feel both wanted, and weirdly 'safe' with the Swede. "But I do want to fucks you," Toki explained, unsure that Skwisgaar was teasing him. "So, it would haves to be pretend forcings, where we's just playings." He sounded a bit dejected as he added, "Yeah, I suppose that I gots to wait a days or two to gets fucked, whats with gettings my ass shot. But it was stills fun!" Toki could have gone on for a while about how much he enjoyed gun class, what with it basically being like a real-life vido game, but, now didn't seem the time for it. Attending to Skwisgaar was a much higher priority.
He liked that Skwisgaar didn't struggle against his demands. He hadn't been making them to play at being dominant, but because of his worries about Skwisgaar and his potential need for robot hand implants. His quiet whimper at the touch of Skwisgaar's hand was accompanied by glancing up at him as he slid his mouth over his cock, hoping that the motion hadn't caused him too much pain. With the bandages on Skwisgaar's hands, the feeling was quite different an unusual- not bad, but not the bare, calloused fingers that he was used to. He let his tongue dance over Skwisgaar's shaft and closed his eyes for a brief moment, simply enjoying the feel of the thick cock filling his mouth.
His eyes snapped open again as Skwisgaar began repositioning himself, and he let his cock slide from his mouth for just long enough for Skwisgaar to apparently make himself comfortable. Returning to his attentions, his gasp at the sensation of Skwisgaar's tongue on his cock was muffled by the one in his own mouth. He too realized that it might prove hard to concentrate on both things at once, but, was also willing to try, quite liking what Skwisgaar had decided to try. He moved his leg at Skwisgaar's push, reflexively rocking into his hand as it cupped his balls, which he always really enjoyed, and attempted to focus on his bandmate's pleasure despite the wonderful distraction. He withdrew his mouth from Skwisgaar's cock for a few seconds to reply, telling him, "I likes this lots, evens if it is kinds of hard to do boths at the same times. And I'm not letting anysone neuter me!" The latter comment was stated with far more insistence than warranted, but as usual, Toki was interpreting teasing a bit too seriously, just in case.
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"Scorings points and shootings people and seeings our dragons son Smaug again was fun," Skwisgaar agreed. "But nots de gettings shot and havings to go to de perverts doctor parts." A pervert doctor with a highly suspicious accent, now that he thought about it, but couldn't quite place it due to translation charm interference. "And wes should haves got a prize for winnings. Likes gettings to use de axes to cuts off all de heads of de others teams because dey sucks so bad," he added with a snicker. As they obviously had been the winning side, by a dragon-sized landslide. If there was another gun class he'd definitely try to hitch a ride on Smaug next time, but wasn't likely to attend a Survivor-themed class, as popularity contests combined with a lack of proper bathing facilities are much more amusing to watch than participate in. A more brutal death metal-themed class, on the other hand... he'd want to fly in on Smaug for that, too. Or possibly on that weird dragon who'd treated him like a pet, NÃdhögg
if he's ever sorted.Talking about homicide didn't distract him from what he was doing, and he took more of Toki's cock into his mouth after a moment, caressing it with his tongue as he sucked, gradually pulling back to swirl his tongue around the head. He paid particular attention to the slit, using just the tip of his tongue against it, and continued gently fondling Toki's balls with one hand. Before Toki, he hadn't bothered learning how to give good head to guys, as it wasn't anything he'd been interested in; now, of course, it was probably his competitive nature as much as his strange, genuine desire to please Toki that had him trying to make each blowjob better than the last. And he was getting as good as he gave -- whenever Toki's lips or tongue found a particularly sensitive spot on his own cock he moaned appreciatively, purposely drawing it out because he knew how good it would feel against Toki's. Who knew sixty-nining could be that fun?
He did like the thought of "forcing" Toki to fuck him and regretted his hands being bandaged, since that made it almost impossible to quickly prepare himself and climb on and start riding Toki's cock the way he liked. It kind of made it impossible to prepare himself, period, as he didn't really want to wear lubrication-soaked bandages the rest the night. This quandary was what eventually distracted him, and he leant back again to watch Toki as he thought about how he might like to be fucked. That Toki seemed to enjoy sucking cock as much as he did added considerably to the pleasure of it for Skwisgaar, and he ended up smiling in an almost embarrassingly affectionate way at him. "I's gots good taste in guys. Yous dos too," he said and chuckled to himself. He reached up to search beneath the pillows, and once he'd found a bottle of lube he tossed it toward Toki and resumed playing with his balls and teasing his cock with a hand, still watching him. "Fucks me with your fingers," he said and held up his free hand to wiggle his bandaged fingers by way of explanation: he couldn't do it, so Toki would "have" to. He wasn't in any particular hurry to end what they were currently doing, though, and just wanted to make it easier for Toki's cock to slide right into him whenever they did get to the fucking.
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"Yeah, we shoulds get a prize for winnings. Maybe we'll gets one later." And, although the mun sucks and forgot to mention it anywhere specifically, the Baron at least did send a generous amount of beer over to the 'winners', which Dethklok technically was. Although Elric and Smaug were the 'real' winners. Vladimir would have been highly amused by Skwisgaar's prize suggestion of beheading the losing team, however. "But yeah, I didn'ts much like goings to the perverts doctor, especiallies the part where Nathan broke your hands withs his face." But, it was good that they'd talked because of it, at least.
Toki's concentration broke slightly as Skwisgaar's tongue tickled his head, squirming with surprised pleasure at the sensation of the tip teasing the slit, but regained his focus after a few seconds, whimpering as he took as much of Skwisgaar's cock into his mouth as he was comfortably able to. With so many stimuli, he found it hard to even think, but, it was hardly important. What concentration he could muster he directed upon his treatment of Skwisgaar's cock, attempting to draw out more of his moans, as they not only felt good, but seemed to him a guide of what Skwisgaar liked best. He'd really been trying his best to learn this, mostly by observing his various reactions, and pursuing those which seemed most promising.
As Skwisgaar leaned back again, Toki opened his eyes, which he'd realized were closed, and looked up at him as he continued to suck his cock. Although the loss of Skwisgaar's mouth on his own cock was a little bit disappointing, he was able to focus far better on what he was doing. He lifted his lips from it for a moment to smile back at Skwisgaar, as he'd found his remarks about 'good taste' to be an approval of the job he was doing. His eyes followed Skwisgaar's hand toward the pillows, and he caught the lube which was tossed at him, squeezing is as he felt the teasing hand on his cock and balls. He nodded readily, obeying the direction almost immediately and quite liking being told what to do, although it took him a few seconds to get the bottle open due to the wonderful touch of Skwisgaar's fingers. But, after he'd managed the necessary preparations, he maneuvered himself and Skwisgaar so that he could slip a slicked finger inside him as he continued to stroke his cock with his free hand, watching for Skwisgaar's reaction.
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"Ats least I's broke his face too," he replied, just a little smugly. "And dis is de best prize, anysway," he added and returned his attention to Toki's cock while he dealt with the lube. When Toki pressed the first finger into him, he made a sound that was muffled by the cock in his mouth, and which soon grew into an eager moan for more. The unique sensation of being penetrated was by this point becoming a welcome familiarity to Skwisgaar, and was a wonderful addition to what they were already doing at the moment. He rocked back against Toki's finger, then forward into his hand, encouraging him to move, to add another finger, to do anything he wanted.
A few moments later he realised he should still be telling Toki what to do, and pulled back from his cock enough to say, "Dos it more... use anothers fingers or two." Since he was in the right mood to enjoy that borderline painful, uncomfortable feeling of being stretched before his muscles were really properly relaxed enough to allow it. If anything, it would help to further distract him from the throbbing pain in his hands. He carefully worked his sleeveless shirt up and tugged it off before going back to sucking Toki's cock, continuing to tease the head with his tongue, and slowly slid one of his hands across Toki's hip and back toward his ass. His fingertips brushed along the skin surrounding his wound's dressing, light enough to almost tickle.
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so Vlad's mun shouldn't have sucked and forgot.But, he was already rather seriously contemplating a class that was based around Dethklok, under the theory that if Dethklok was popular with a huge number of Muggles in -some- existence, their music was technically a form of Muggle Music, and thus a very appropriate choice. It seemed like an excellent opportunity to take advantage of the Maury Povich Fund to make it an extra-fun time, so there was bound to be copious amounts of alcohol there, at least. "Yeah, you brokes his face good!" Toki obviously approved of this, and sounded quite proud of Skwisgaar, which he was. He flushed a little at Skwisgaar telling him that screwing around with him was the best prize. "And I likes this prize too," he told him.The challenge of focusing on what he was doing with his fingers in Skwisgaar's ass while he was distracted by the wonderful things that Skwisgaar's mouth was doing to his cock was a delightful one. Toki squirmed with pleasure at Skwisgaar's muffled moans, and all the while he played with Skwisgaar's cock half-consciously, his fingers wrapped about it while his thumb teased at the head. Most of his immediate awareness was on what his other hand was doing, and trying to read Skwisgaar's vocalizations and motions in order to be sure he was doing the right thing. Which it seemed he was, encouraging him to press deeper and seek out that spot which always felt amazing when Skwisgaar did it to him.
He instinctively obeyed Skwisgaar's directions, eager to please him however possible- he slipped another finger inside him, pressing them both as deeply as he could before slowly withdrawing them and adding a third, intently watching Skwisgaar's reactions. When his lips wrapped about his cock again, Toki whimpered, momentarily distracted from the lazy rhythm with which he'd started finger-fucking Skwisgaar, but soon went back to it, as well as his oral attention to his cock. He was licking around the head as Skwisgaar's fingertips tickled at the skin around his bandaging, which was currently quite sensitive- at the moment, however, he was so far pleasured that the sensation was just another heightening one, and not at all bad, drawing out a long moan and further squirming.
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There's always future group drunkenness to be had! Possibly with a couple drunken vampires and dragons as a bonus.Toki's approval amused him, but his mouth was otherwise occupied and he didn't feel like stopping what he was doing, so the only response Toki received was a pleased hum around his cock followed by more light, teasing sucking on the head. Skwisgaar squeezed his eyes shut and his breath caught when Toki's finger pressed deeper, the intense jolt of pleasure that accompanied it causing him to involuntarily jerk his hips forward. Being mindful of the abused skin of Toki's ass, he slid his hand back to Toki's hip and gripped it hard when he felt the second and third fingers being pushed into him, and groaned around the cock in his mouth. His discomfort was mitigated by the attention being paid to his straining dick, but after a few moments he pushed at Toki's shoulder to get him to stop touching it, so he could focus solely on the feeling of fingers in his ass and Toki's cock in his mouth for a while.
Eventually when he was relaxed enough that Toki's fingers were easily sliding into him, he pulled away from his cock with a final slow lick along the underside, punctuated with a slightly silly, affectionate kiss to the tip. He'd been teased long enough, and was wanting something more, something bigger fucking him. He carefully shifted forward off of Toki's fingers, then got up and moved to the head of the bed on his hands and knees. There was no way he'd be able to hold that position with his hands still aching as much as they were, so he dropped to his elbows on the pillows and glanced back at Toki. "Now fuck me," he said, just in case his raised ass wasn't invitation enough, and reached between his legs to idly stroke himself a little while waiting.
His position put him in mind of the excruciating never-ending takes of the sex scene for the Thunderhorse (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPrb-ifNW6o) music video, and he couldn't help commenting on it. "Thundershorse take parts two, de stables boy fucks de conquering Vikings warlord," he said and laughed to himself. "Guess de stables boy is wantings to be de new queen, eh?" Never mind that Skwisgaar was the one about to be fucked. "Better makes it good or I's will be forced to have yous beheaded for bad sexings. Dere's old Vikings laws about it, yous know."
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He looked over as Skwisgaar's mouth slid off his cock, whimpering at squirming a bit as his tongue slid slowly along the underside of his shaft. The kiss brought forth a happy little moan, and he looked curiously to Skwisgaar, anticipating further instructions. He watched as the Swede repositioned himself, beginning to get a good idea of what he'd be told to do next. So, the order to fuck him came as no surprise, and he promptly sat up and shifted behind Skwisgaar, finding the sight of his raised ass incredibly hot. His own ass was a bit stiff, but it was easy to ignore as he rubbed his slippery fingers over his own cock before positioning himself.
"That's would have mades a better video," Toki told Skwisgaar, adding with his weird innocence, "And I cans be your queens if you want, as long as I don't haves to turns into a lady." He was happy to be Skwisgaar's just-about-anything, although if Skwisgaar ever did get him to dress up for the part, he'd definitely not want the rest of Dethklok to see. Although he knew that Skwisgaar was joking about having him beheaded for 'bad sexings', he nodded seriously, telling him, "I'm gonna makes it as good as I cans, don'ts want to break the Vikings laws!" And for all he knew, he might get 'punished' somehow if he didn't make it good- and he certainly didn't want sex withheld for a couple days or something because he screwed up. He whimpered as he pushed himself into Skwisgaar, slowly at first, gauging his reactions before becoming more daring. It was ridiculous how amazingly good it felt, and it took a measure of self control to keep from burying himself all the way on the first thrust.
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"I don'ts know... yous mights make a pretties hot lady. I'd still fucks you," he teased, shifting and pushing back against Toki to encourage him to move. There was little doubt that Skwisgaar was quite happy with Toki's current anatomy. "And still loves you," he added in a more serious tone, raising and tilting his head to look back at Toki. "Dis rights now would makes a better video. Ones just for us. Wes should gets dat camera craps soon."
Or bring some back with them when they return from Mordhaus.With his hands still slowly healing he wouldn't have been able to touch Toki much even if he'd been in the position to, but he did miss being able to watch Toki's face while they fucked, and especially kissing him. The position was at least proving to be a good trade off, as the angle complemented the curve of Toki's cock and virtually every deeper thrust was hitting that incredible spot that made Skwisgaar moan incoherently and push back against him, wanting more. It may have also been one of the better positions aesthetically, as Skwisgaar's ribs and bony hips and shoulders were less prominent this way, all of which he very occasionally felt self conscious about -- though obviously not enough to actually do anything about it, like improve his diet or exercise more. He ate as much unhealthy junk food as the rest of Dethklok and only rarely puked from drinking too much, so it was anyone's guess how he remained underweight. The excessive amount of sex he and Toki had might have had something to do with it.
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Toki was slow and careful partly because he didn't want to screw up, but also because he did have a great deal of concern for Skwisgaar's enjoyment. Going slow allowed him to focus on all the little details of Skwisgaar's body, which Toki would have insisted was sexy from any angle. He knew better than to mention that Skwisgaar's litheness was really very 'pretty', since that would have been a good way to completely ruin the moment. He too preferred Skwisgaar fucking him more often than him fucking Skwisgaar, not that they weren't both equally fun. It just seemed more right that way.
"Yeah, but ladies cant's be metal, ands it wouldn'ts be good for the band. . .so we'd both better keeps our cocks. . .even though you'd be pretties hot as a lady too." Toki replied, his words staggered by various little whimpers and groans. Having his cock buried in Skwisgaar made it a bit difficult to concentrate on the conversation. He flushed as Skwisgaar looked back, and couldn't suppress a grin. He liked hearing that Skwisgaar loved him. "And I'd still loves you too," he replied, figuring that there wasn't much at all that could make him stop loving Skwisgaar. "We do needs the camera," he agreed- it would be amazingly sexy to watch himself fucking Skwisgaar, or getting fucked by Skwisgaar. "We could watch it and you coulds fuck me while I fucks you on the video and thens I coulds fuck you while yous fuck me on the video. It would be kind of like fuckings and getting fucked at the sames time." Toki thought that this was an exceptional idea, and actually felt rather proud of coming up with it, his grin getting even broader.
He realized he'd slacked off a bit, and flushed slightly as he returned all his attention to fucking Skwisgaar, video camera or none. Even if they couldn't kiss, he was very much enjoying the position, the angle of which was exceptionally good for him as well. Skwisgaar's moans as he pushed back against him only made it all the more exciting, and he started to gain pace as he stopped even being able to think about not screwing up. It was too difficult to bother with, when enveloped by such pleasure, and he only foggily realized that he'd not be able to hold off orgasm for long.
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Skwisgaar didn't anticipate that he'd last too long either, which was why he was barely touching himself as Toki fucked him -- the extra stimulation would nearly be too much. He had hopes of getting a nice blowjob afterward, and coming in Toki's mouth rather than across his own hand and the bed cover, since he could do that any time. "Fucks me harder," he requested on a breathy moan, and braced his elbows and knees better so he wouldn't get shoved into the headboard by Toki's thrusts. He continued to writhe, rocking back against Toki's hips and eagerly fucking himself on his cock, spurred on by all the hot sounds Toki was making. Even -- or maybe especially -- on the bottom Skwisgaar tended to take control and be domineering, when they weren't doing their ordering-around sex game with Toki in charge.
Hot was a more acceptable and less feminising description than pretty, and he had, after all, said the very same thing to Toki, so he was able to appreciate the compliment for what it was instead of getting defensive like usual. "Pfft, I's would still be totallies metal as de lady. Would still plays just as good, too." This he was sure of, even if his hands were smaller -- despite the somewhat misogynistic views he shared with his bandmates, he didn't think his gender had much to do with his talent. He'd still find a way to shred if he were a woman. "Buts it woulds be bad fors de band," he agreed with a breathless laugh. "If wes were ladies, de others would probablies gets all rapey when wes drunks and I's would have to castrates dem." He'd seen situations like that happen often enough in bands where the women members were outnumbered by the men -- including a couple of his own old bands. The ladies being young and conventionally attractive had kept them safe from Skwisgaar's advances, of course.
Thoughts of fucking while watching homemade porn of themselves apparently hit quite a few of Skwisgaar's kinks at the moment, and he gasped as his body reflexively tightened around Toki's cock, his own cock throbbing in his hand before he let it go. He was able to suppress the urge after a moment, surprised by how close to coming just thoughts of fucking Toki had pushed him. Maybe this was one of those unexpected bonuses of being emotionally involved with someone, he supposed -- the sex was better. He could continue having all the casual sex with others that he wanted, but suspected it wouldn't begin to compare to this.
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It would be easy enough for Skwisgaar to convince Toki that it was blowjob time after fucking, although Toki would likely need a moment to recover afterward. Toki was so far caught up in the act that he barely registered Skwisgaar's demands to fuck him harder as actual words, although he did instinctively respond the request, the meaning getting through even if specific sounds were a bit much to focus on. There were so many stimuli that they were all meshing together in a wonderful way, and he wasn't entirely sure which moans were his and which were Skwisgaar's.
Toki supposed that Skwisgaar would still be metal if he turned into a lady- surely, all the members of Dethklok would be something of an exception to the band's apparent 'ladies can't be metal' rule. "Yeah, I guess if we gots turned into ladies, we'd stills be metal, since even if we were a bits less metal we'd stills be more brutal than everyones else." By 'we', he meant the whole of the band, Murderface included. Who probably would make a pretty brutal lady, especially since it would have to double his self-loathing due to his habitual misogyny. "But yeah, it wouldn't be bad fors the band if anyones got turned into ladies, excepts maybe Murderface. He mights be extra brutals as a lady." Everyone else might get turned into cute ladies, which would definitely mean that there'd probably be a lot of drunk rapeyness followed by band fights.
As Skwisgaar's body tightened around his cock, Toki clutched at Skwisgaar's hips and whimpered loudly, shuddering as he found himself unable to hold back any longer. He gave a little scream as he burst, his fingers tightening and his his eyes snapping shut. He slowed as his orgasm peaked, eventually stilling and half-collapsing on Skwisgaar. The sex had been incredible since they'd started screwing, but, somehow, it was even better now- maybe because he loved Skwisgaar, and knew that Skwisgaar loved him too? "Couldn't stops myself," he murmured, a bit apologetically- Skwisgaar hadn't told him to come, after all.
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Skwisgaar was too preoccupied to really remember to be dictating everything Toki should and shouldn't be doing, so it was just as well that he didn't wait to be told he could come. Consequently it took Skwisgaar a bit by surprise when it happened, but he was happy to ride it out, still rocking against Toki as his body continued flexing tightly around his cock, milking his orgasm from him. His movements slowed when Toki's eventually did, then he lazily stretched out and rolled onto his back, pulling Toki down to lie against his chest.
"You's nots done," he pointed out in a teasing tone as he reached to fondle himself. He was already close enough that his balls were drawn tight and his cock left a wet line of pre-come across his stomach. "Too bads I can'ts fucks you yet. Maybes a blowjob." After a few seconds he stopped touching himself and instead ran his fingers through one of the pigtails in Toki's hair, which was by then loose enough it came undone, and slid his other hand along Toki's back, stroking him through his shirt that he'd apparently forgotten to take off. "Are yous stayings with parts of your clothes on fors a reason?" He was still teasing and wasn't actually in a hurry to have Toki move for any reason, despite his body still aching for release -- he enjoyed the feeling.
"I ams glad we ain'ts ladies right now," he said with a slight smile, returning to the prior topic of conversation. "Since I's nots in de mood for de ass-baby abortions." They couldn't be accused of having boring pillow talk, that was for certain. He was laughing to himself as he replayed Toki's words in his mind, which he'd only partially paid attention to at the time. Something about Murderface being extra brutal... That seemed like a compliment to Skwisgaar. "So yous thinks Murderface would bes a sexy lady, eh?"
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Had Skwisgaar told Toki not to come, it probably would have been a futile command anyway- he couldn't have resisted even if he'd tried. He was getting better about controlling his own reactions, but, he was by no means excellent at it. He didn't move for a long moment afterward, and only pulled out when Skwisgaar did, so that he could move with him and flop down against his chest. He was feeling rather like jelly after such an amazing orgasm, and had mostly forgotten all about his injured ass.
He didn't remember it until Skwisgaar mentioned it again, as a reason he couldn't get fucked now. "I dunno, I don't really feels it anymore, just feels good now. But it mights be smart to waits a day, I cans give you the blowjob now," he murmured. He'd have liked to have gotten fucked, but, he also liked to give Skwisgaar blowjobs, so he didn't sound at all disappointed. He eyed Skwisgaar's cock as he played with his hair, and then realized that was still wearing a shirt- this detail had slipped his mind entirely. "I forgots I was wearings it," he admitted, explaining, "I gots too excited, and then didn't thinks about it." He sat up a moment so that he could pull off the shirt and toss it aside. "Is better?"
He nuzzled at Skwisgaar's neck, and gave a little affirmative nod. "Yeah, I'm glad we're just ourselves right now too, we don't need no ass-babies and if you were a ladys I couldn't gives to you a blowjob." He supposed oral sex would still be an option, but it wouldn't be quite the same- he always found it unusually sexy to have Skwisgaar's cock in his mouth. He laughed at Skwisgaar's suggestion that he thought Murderface would be a sexy lady, finding it a bit ludicrous. "No, a brutal lady, like the kind what's scary." He couldn't picture Murderface as a very feminine lady- the picture in head was something like a younger version of Murderface's grandma. Had he known more about sexuality in general, he'd have imagined female Murderface as a very angry lesbian with a penchant for angry fisting. "But you'd be a sexy lady. I likes you how's you are now though, cause you's a sexy man." He slowly shifted, kissing a trail along Skwisgaar's skin as he moved down, and he kissed along the shaft of his cock before wrapping his lips around the top, starting the blowjob slowly, a bit teasingly.
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"Naked ams always better. And yous nots so bad yourself, especially withsout clothes. I's should keeps you dis way more," Skwisgaar replied, smiling. Like they didn't already spend a good percentage of their time together naked. "Ja, bets he would be de scary, skanky lookings lady. Maybe likes his grandmas, since deys already gots de sames hair and face," he said and snickered as though he'd delivered a cutting insult. Apparently (and amazingly) Stella Murderface was one grandmother Skwisgaar didn't really want to screw, but it likely had more to do with her relation to Dethklok's bassist than her physical appearance.
Skwisgaar sighed and arched his back in pleasure as Toki kissed his way down his body, then struggled against the urge to thrust upward and force more of his cock into Toki's mouth. He knew his patience would be rewarded, but that hardly made it any easier to keep still with how incredibly good Toki's lips and tongue felt against his aching cock.
Picking at the bandages on his fingers, he pulled the protective gauze wrap off a couple, thinking he could just get a house elf to redo it later if he had to, but hopefully by then it wouldn't even be necessary. He spread his legs wider and raised one, drawing his knee toward his chest, so he could better reach his ass without straining his wrist too much or getting in Toki's way. What remained of the lube and Toki's come combined with having been fucked made it so his two unbandaged fingers slid in easily, and he started to slowly -- and carefully, his hands still hurt -- finger himself as Toki sucked his cock. It wasn't just Toki's mouth that he was focused on, but the rest of him as well; the sight of the tendons in his neck curving into the prominent muscles of his shoulders was always particularly arousing, in part because he usually only saw it from this angle when getting a blowjob. That had been the main reason he'd wanted the shirt off, if truth be told. "I want yous to fucks me more," he said as he reached down with his other hand and continued running his fingers through Toki's hair, enjoying the way it tickled his lower stomach and thighs, which only deepened his pleasure. "Afters dis," he added, not wanting Toki to stop.
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Toki might have started slow, but once he wrapped his lips around Skwisgaar's cock, it was difficult to restrain his own eagerness. He was pretty confident about his blowjob talents now, and as what to do had become instinctual, he was able to focus more on simply enjoying the feel of Skwisgaar's cock filling his mouth. "Is like candy," he told Skwisgaar, thinking it an immense compliment, as he lifted his lips from it for just a moment. But, only for long enough to tell him this, and then he went back to what he was doing.
He didn't notice Skwisgaar picking the gauze off a couple of his fingers, or he might have told him to stop- Toki was convinced that his injuries were greater than they were, and didn't know how fast magical remedies tended to take effect. He was too busy taking as much of Skwisgaar's cock into his mouth as he could, and not wondering why he was raising up his leg. When he did notice, rather than telling him to stop, Toki moved slightly to make it easier for him to finger himself, and after a short moment, he slid his hand alongside Skwisgaar's so that he could add a couple fingers of his own alongside. When Skwisgaar told him he wanted him to fuck him more, Toki's murmur of agreement was muffled by the cock his mouth. Although the thought of screwing Skwisgaar again was incredibly arousing, Toki didn't want to stop what he was doing either, and was quite content to wait until afterward.
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Toki's comment about being like candy, which Skwisgaar assumed had to be a generous compliment coming from him, had him laughing as he replied, "Withs de creams filling. You's almost tos it." He did wonder if that meant his cock tasted like candy, or if Toki was just enjoying sucking on it like he did candy. Either way, Skwisgaar had no complaints. As Toki's fingers joined his own his eyes slid closed and he made low sounds of encouragement, letting his head fall back against the pillows, his muscles going taut with need, and from the effort it took not to start fucking Toki's mouth.
He allowed the sensations to steadily build and overwhelm him until he was shuddering and moaning with pleasure, on the very brink, then his body suddenly clenched around their fingers as he was pushed over, coming in Toki's mouth with a loud groan that was almost his name. He withdrew his fingers from himself after a few long moments and lowered his leg, but otherwise remained in a sprawled position as he caught his breath. He'd mindfully loosened his grip on Toki's hair before he could accidentally yank it and hurt him, and now lightly tugged on it and smiled, tilting his head to look at Toki. "Now gets up here and kiss me," he said, keeping his legs spread, a blatant invitation for Toki to also fuck him again whenever he was ready to.
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Candy was one of the better things Toki could think of, although he was more referring to the enjoyment of sucking on Skwisgaar's cock like candy, than the taste. He did like how it tasted, especially when he came, but, it definitely wasn't at all like candy. "Goods, cause I wants it," he murmured in response to Skwisgaar's cream filling comment, closing his eyes in order to better focus on fingering him as he sucked him off, becoming more aggressive with his attentions in response to Skwisgaar's growing pleasure. When he did come, Toki almost choked a little, not quite prepared for it despite his anticipation, and some of it escaped between his fingers. He managed to swallow most of it, and then made sure to lap up every bit he could- it was almost better than candy, given that candy didn't make him feel so amazingly aroused.
He lifted his head as Skwisgaar tugged at his hair, sliding up to obey him eagerly- Toki still liked kissing as much as ever, even with all his recent sexual discoveries. He kissed Skwisgaar hungrily, and didn't miss the obvious hint, especially after he'd already been told to fuck him more after the blowjob. He didn't jump at the opportunity immediately, instead enjoying the kiss for a while before pushing himself into Skwisgaar again with a shuddering sigh. "Always feels so good. . .and I especially likes to fuck yous when I cans kiss you too," he told Skwisgaar, seeking another kiss as he started to fuck him again. At this point, his injured ass was entirely forgotten, and the unpleasantry of the weird hospital wing visit gone. All in all, it had been a damn good day, and impossible to ruin at this point. "Loves you, Skwisgaar," he murmured, simply wanting to say the words, now that he could.
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Besides, a happy Toki was usually a Toki willing to have sex with him whenever and however he wanted, and he certainly didn't want to ruin that.
Skwisgaar returned the kiss avidly, able to taste the lingering traces of his come on Toki's lips and tongue. At the moment nothing could have been sexier. He moaned into the kiss and wrapped his legs around Toki's waist, careful not to brush his gunshot wound, arching against him as he felt Toki's cock sliding into him again. His entire body was still so sensitised from his recent orgasm that it almost hurt to be penetrated this soon after, but it was a welcome sort of ache. Even Toki's words were exhilarating to him in such a strange way, not unlike how it felt to be on stage, playing in front of a sea of faces, only... better.
"I loves you more," he replied when they broke their kiss and held up one of his bandaged hands, his smile growing. "Even mores than playings guitar or beings in a band." As much was obvious from the nature of his injuries, but he liked saying the words, too. He didn't even regret punching Nathan, and maybe only regretted that he hadn't done it harder. He slid his hand down Toki's scarred back, the other tangling in his hair again as he held the back of Toki's head and continued kissing his mouth, his jaw and throat, anywhere within reach. The events of the day were likewise gone from his thoughts by then, and all he cared about was Toki.
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He'd been getting plenty of practice with sex, however, and was able to simply enjoy it even more than he had at first since he didn't have to think so much about what he was doing. It wasn't entirely instinctual yet, but, it was getting there. This time, Toki fucked him slowly and languidly, his senses also already heightened from their last round. It was almost, but not quite too much, provided he remained relaxed.
Toki flushed slightly at Skwisgaar's response to his words, and the slight of his bandaged hands made him feel a little guilty- he definitely liked this whole love thing, but, still hoped that Skwisgaar's hands would heal. He didn't think that Skwisgaar would really be alright with giving up his musical talent over anything, including himself. It was obvious that Skwisgaar wasn't upset about it now, but, if his hands didn't heal, Toki figured it would only take a few weeks at most for him to start feeling miserable. "I wants you to stills be able to plays the guitar and be ins the band, but I loves you more too. And mores than that," he added, not to be outdone. Leave it to Toki to start an 'I loves you more' argument. But, aside from his concerns about Skwisgaar's hands, he was entirely happy, and didn't much care if they ever did leave Hogwarts. Not with all the free time it offered to share with Skwisgaar in the bedroom. He was perfectly content for things to last forever exactly as they were.
((I'm thinking this one might be hitting a good ftb point?))