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[Closed RP] Justification for the self-defense
So this was turning out to be a good week. He got laid, he met another A, and he got a decent drink.
He missed his Attempt, though. And he felt the need to have power over something, since, for a time, he was under someone else's power.
Ah, there he is. In a low voice so A couldn't hear him, Beyond said "Petrifucus Totalus."
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He missed his Attempt, though. And he felt the need to have power over something, since, for a time, he was under someone else's power.
Ah, there he is. In a low voice so A couldn't hear him, Beyond said "Petrifucus Totalus."
[[[NWS. All actions herein cleared with the respective muns.]]]
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Oh, oh no, not B, not B again, please no...
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Soundproofing and locking the door, he finally turned to his captive.
"Hello, A."
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But there was only one thing he could do: nothing.
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He moved over to a stray chair.
"Finite Incanteum!" As the last syllable left his mouth, Beyond flung the chair at A, hoping it will distract him.
"Incarcerous!"
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"B, no, it's no, B, don't." He tried very hard to sound firm instead of terrified.
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"He wouldn't like that. Matt's his friend."
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They would. A knew they would. But when?
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"Then I better make this visit good, shouldn't I?" he whispered, leaning down to kiss A, reaching under his shirt.
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"Not good, good, there's nothing good in you, no good in anything you do."
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"But it feels good, it feels so good to be top, and I realize it can feel good to be dominated, too."
Ah, he could feel something in A's pocket. He pulled out A's knife. Perfect.
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"Doesn't feel good. you bothering me doesn't feel good."
He was still trying to control his voice, trying not to sound scared, trying... but oh, oh, he was scared, so scared. And now B had his knife.
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"Then I'll just have to make you feel good, don't I?"
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Just a physical reaction. Just a basic physical reaction. He tried to separate his fear and revulsion from what he knew intellectually, tried to remember his breathing. Slow breath in, hold, breathe out...
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"Even if my attentions do turn to Matt, though," and he poised A's knife over his hip. "I'll still remember you and how you're mine." And he began carving a 'B' into A's hip.
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"Stopstopstop," he whispered.
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"Not blood, no no, not blood", he whispered, screwing his eyes shut.
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Don't show fear... Kusuriyuri, L, they wouldn't want me to show fear, to give B what he wants.
But they weren't here, and A whimpered.
"Leave me alone," he pleaded.
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And this time, the outcome won't be in doubt.
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Breathe. Slow breath in, hold, slow breath out.
It wouldn't be enough. A knew it wouldn't be enough. But he had to try.
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With an evil grin, he pushed himself up to A's entrance. "Ready, Attempt?"
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Afraid, yes, he was afraid. But he was angry, too.
He'd get B. Find a way to get him.
Hurt him.
Kill him.
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It hurt, and it was easier to be angry if it hurt, easier not to feel the queasy humiliation of mock-affectionate touches.
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