The sensation of grasping at straws was odd, having to go off Yukimura's expression alone wasn't something he was used to. "I can't..."

He lifted his head and pulled Yukimura's up with his hands on either side of his face. He tried to divine what Yukimura had been about to say and then frowned when he couldn't. Making a frustrated sound and the sight of Yukimura breaking his heart. He kissed him. "I should have found you sooner..."