"Oh no, I'm well aware I'm going to get my ass handed to me. It's why I'm going and no one else is, after all." He raised his head and winked at Mello, then went back to staring at the canopy above his bed.


"If I tell him I'm going to do so...then I also have to tell him that I may have fucked Karasu a few times. When we were dead." He winced a little. "I...honestly don't know how he will react to that."