"It's up to you. It's no worse than alcohol. I'm not gonna make you." I pull him over to the computer chair and sit in it before pulling him into my lap. I nuzzle into his neck. "It's very relaxing." I move my lips so I'm whispering in his ear. "I...had a panic attack. I needed it." I take the opportunity to kiss his ear. I'm not sure if he knew I had them or not.