"Yeah," Matt says with a shaky laugh, "you're really not good at this stuff right now."

He sits for a few minutes, heart still hammering (stupid).

Matt doesn't think it was a mistake. Sleeping with Mello. He knows it's not going to happen again, he knows it's made things more complicated with Near and that he'd probably be a bit more content if it hadn't happened. But he doesn't think it was a mistake.

He's not going to ask Mello what he thinks about it.

"Okay."